Liebster Award

I Love this name ๐Ÿ™‚ “Liebster” means in german “my dearest”

Thank you endless times for nominating me, one of the first persons who encouraged me to write in times when I stopped believing in myself.!!

By the way, why aren’t you writing nowadays?? I am waiting!! ๐Ÿ™‚

I love his words: “We are a big family on WordPress” Thank you… Mr.Lonely


The rules:

  1. Acknowledege the blog who nominated you and display the award.
  2. Answer 11 questions the blogger gives you.
  3. Give 11 random facts about yourself.
  4. Nominate 11 blogs (YESSSS)
  5. Notify those blogs of the nomination.
  6. Give them 11 questions to answer.



  1. Share a secret…

ร was thinking more then 20 min for this question :D… I eat secretly choclate when nobody sees me

2. Winters or Summers

WINTERS!!! I don’t know why bu I sweat always like a pig ๐Ÿ˜€

3. Any dare you want me to perform?

I didn’t get this question (Maybe due to fasting my brain is on save-mode)

4. Some words about me..

You are a motivation bomb! Always looking and waiting for your feedbacks!

5. Favorite Letter.

N (Nisa&Nurgรผl&Nobody)

6. One hilarious moment

When a friend I really missed unblocked me

7. Last place you want to end up

Any tight place no matter where

8. Some guidelines to help me write..

Read as often you can other bloggers posts, they teach us a lot

9. Give me a new topic to write for next posts.

Write about a religion you don’t know

HAHA for your break

10. Something new I should try?

Trust someone you always thought this person is not worth it,,,then watch what happens

11. Will you give me party?

Haha I am not party animal, the only party I join is FOOD PARTY (yummy)


11 random facts about me:

1 When I drink the first sip of coffee, I feel like I am in Nirvana.

2. married

3. I live with wealthy but very grasping persons…therefore I have never money on me.

4. I suffer traumas from childhood, which haunts me till today.

5. My books are giving me more happiness then humans do

6. I am always hungry for LOVE…therefore believe too easily everyone who claims he/she is loving me, in the end I stay with a broken heart.

7. I am Star Wars & Harry Potter Fan

8. I love being a Muslim but I am sad about the circumstances nowadays; don’t judge us please.

9. I watch every night the same movie on DVD, as I suffer insomnia.

10. I can be very naughty and I can enjoy it very much but most of the time I behave :p

11. I love my WordPress family so much taht I talk day at night about them



  1. aa


My nominations:

  1. Sunil
  2. Nathprasad Dhanawat
  3. Gouri
  4. bowaleXO
  5. ankandas
  6. Yamini
  7. thereviewauthor
  8. ShadyStan
  9. Kinijal Parekh
  10. Sameer
  11. Ajeet Singh Dhruv


My questions:

  1. What you love the most about yourself?
  2. What  is your most importan memory?
  3. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
  4. Did you have made experiences with Karma?
  5. The worst happening in history ever?
  6. What kind of person you hate the most? and why?
  7. Are you religious? If yes/no why?
  8. Is there a person in your life you feel jealous? Why?
  9. Something what you saw on internet/TV/newspaper you can’t forget?
  10. How did WordPress changed your life?
  11. What you think about divorces in marriage?


On every nomination I try to nominated diffrent bloggers.




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The Versatile Blogger Award

I am one of the incredible ย lucky humans on this earth, who got nominated for this awesome award from two persons one after an other.

Both of them are very talented writers, so it’s a special honor being nominated.ย I enjoy reading their texts and also you will for sure! So give their sides a visit…

Shradda1993 and Walt Page


What is the Versatile Blogger Award?

Bloggers nominate other bloggers who they believe deserve recognition for their hight-quality standard of writing, uniqueness of content, passion and love displayed throughout the site and to top it off, amazing photos!


  1. Thank the blogger who nominated you and share their link.
  2. Nominate up to 10 bloggers for the award and provide links to their blogs. Also, inform them about the nomination.
  3. Reveal 7 facts about yourself that your readers may not know.


Here we go…7 facts about me you might don’t know:


  1. I am 29 years old pharmacist, who is since the birth of her daughter homemaker
  2. I am madly in Love with India
  3. I have two brothers. one elder and a younger with age only of 16.
  4. I have an innocent side and a hidden dark side…which I only show people I think they can handle ๐Ÿ˜‰
  5. I can speak 4 languages, but my French is so bad nowadays due to lack of practise
  6. I’ve been born in Germany, and I am also German-citizien but chose to live in beautiful Istanbul
  7. I think I am worhtless because I am chubby.


I am happy to nominate following writers fot the Versatile Blogger Award:

  1. Harshit Dangwal
  2. Akarsh Chauhan
  3. Amal Suresh
  4. Ajay Vyas
  5. Simple Ula
  6. Pancake Bunnykins
  7. Nusrath Saraffo’deen
  8. byluis7
  9. TiTaNiUm
  10. Shayra


I will nominate diffrent followers for my next nomination. I don’t know how to open my followers list ๐Ÿ™‚ Love you all..






Who are you and how do you find me

Today I said to mum:”mum 200 followers on WordPress ๐Ÿ˜ฎ” 

She smiled and answered “I still remember how excited you were when you had 76 followers ”
For most of you 200 is child’s play, but for me it is beyond magic… 

Kisses and hugs to all of you!! 



My eyes in his eyes

A lovely suprise from a follower, who wrote this to me; I’ll share not cuz I think I deserve, but to honor his efforts and attention…


“Your eyes, they twinkled so bright,

like clusters of stars on a moonless night. coz If you were a euphony

No choir could really sing

All the beautiful music

Your eyes could possibly bring.”

a beautiful haired angel a face sculpted with perfection in every angle with beautiful eyes that seem to peer though souls and dreams a voice that flows elegantly like a steady stream seriously Beauty Throughout beauty within, Ur beauty is unique and lies deeper than skin, physically ur beauty is stunning and that’s no surprise, But ur most beautiful feature…. Are those beautiful deep eyes 


Thank you so much, I am touched and speechless…



Tick, tack, tick, tack…

Time is running…. the clock hand is in rush as he has date with death. 

Azrail, the death angel prepared a candle-light-dinner for them. 

Tick, tack, tick, tack…

Foolish humans, they think he will slow down, but everything what he desires is to meet finally the cold demise…. 

Foolish humans, waste their times with unnecessarities, less they know the clock hand was in maniac love with emptiness 

tick, tack, tick, tack…


A friend.

She only wanted a friend to share her thoughts, though she knew that she was kind of alien… 

only a bit sympathy was her biggest dream, so she gave all her passion to every soul she’ve met…she was like the sun, never lost of her light by spreading love and warmth…she only wanted patience in a rushing world where there is even no time for grief…

In times where you can’t trust your inner guts, as they are stained by fake emotions, how she could expect loyalty? Bodies blotted with mark of not ending lust and desire…Souls lost in lies and betrayal… 

one lover , two lover, endless lover; if you get tired you switch just to next one, that simple.

Forgotten is durability in relationships, benefits became priority…

Anyway, she was still waiting, for that one loyal soul who would meet her of the station of loneliness, where she walked all the long way since her birth…

But nobody came. Neither you nor death.



Every night She is waiting to fall asleep… with tons of weight on her chest.

While you are dreaming in fairytales,

She welcomes her demons, to celebrate her never-ending loneliness. 

Demons are very loyal creatures, somehow they never leave. Even in times of happiness, they wait silently in the corner, because they know,

By opening the night, her sleepless fight will begin…and she will be so lonley, that she’ll appreciate their company…


Will she win?

Reblog from Thegirlnextdoor

Give her lovely side a visit๐Ÿ€

She expressed my thoughts perfectly :

People told her that she canโ€™t do it. She started doubting herself but deep inside her heart she knew that they are jealous. They were failures! She kept aside all her doubts and trauma and moved on the path which was tough! The path which was far far from her comfortzone. She left her pleasures. She has to prove to them that she will win not immediately but definitely.


Too many filters, too much fake pictures.

Snapchat started something what got overhand in all platforms… the filters! 

 I feel insecure because suddenly everyone looks so “perfect” (real or not real doesn’t matter). I see my pimple, my asymmetric nose, my bad hairs, my little crinkles… hey I am not a Roboter so what? But all those filter-madness created doubts. 

“A nice filter, lil photoshop, maybe makeup app?” NO! STOP!

You know what I did? I posted pics on insta, from lovely moments like bdays, receptions etc. But due to lack of self-esteem I delete them! All of my friends always ask why the hell you delete your beautiful pics? 

As I am fasting and had time for nonsense I made this video…๐Ÿ™ƒ to put a sign against snapchat (who by the way has an income of 149,65 billion $ per year)

Hope you enjoy…